Try harder

So each day I try harder not to remember. A few weeks ago, I try not to think about him. These few days, I try not to think about the accident and THE fated day.

Things are not going easy for me. I keep losing my patience. I understand you guys need to grieve but please don't take advantage of me. Hallo!! I need to grieve myself.

My opinions don't matter and worst, when I try explaining no one wants to listen. So tell me, how can I not lose my patience...

I remembered him for his jokes, his hair and most of all for his chemistry with me. We were close. Very. I ll try and stay strong for now. I wish I had someone to lean on tho.


- iPost