Surrounded by books all the time

The new term has started. Good start for my studies. Dozens of assignments and projects this time round but i have managed to get into groups. Groups i feel i would not have a problem getting along with. And for that i am super uber grateful. Have quite a number of things in school i like to do now. My FYP rocks for sure as i am working with Sumo robot. Autonomous one. Unfortunately, the resources are pretty limited but hey i am grateful again that i did gain something from my NYP final year project. I love my Engineer Society. Love my Human Resource Management( i learnt about Sigmund Freud and Adolf Hitler and more about human and their behaviour) pretty cool.

Light is shed

Sometimes, light is shed only later.

link: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20090722/ttc-tech-us-cybersecurity-people-96247d2.html

"Research findings also revealed that 63 percent of system administrators worry that employees share too much personal information via their social networking sites, putting their corporate infrastructure -- and the sensitive data stored on it -- at risk," the Sophos report said.

This is despite years of exhortations to computer users that they should keep personal information private and refrain from opening attachments to emails from unfamiliar sources.

One result is that a quarter of businesses have been hit by spam, phishing or malware attacks via Twitter or social networking sites, Sophos said.

>> And to think i studied Crime, Risk and Piracy in Computer Age. It comes in super useful i tell you.

Liverpool

I am a fan of Liverpool. Proud to say I've been one since 2000. Sami Hyypia caught my eyes. His posture, strength and his capability to read the game is excellent. And i fell in love with him. I kept up with Liverpool news and stuff but not an avid obsessed fan. Ask me the names of the players and heck i cant tell u anything. But i love every single player of them. I watched the match today and happily i still love my Liverpool. And i still hate Singapore soccer. Somehow, i find Singapore players play recklessly since ,like, forever. I didnt like to admit this bcoz i used to think he is one of the lousy player. But Baihakki showed good technique today. Very pleased.

My sis left for Bangkok. She left to meet her husband whom she desperately miss since the 20th. He is in Suphanburi, Thailand for Asian -something- game. So i've been bunking with my sis at her home to accompany her thru her "lonesome" night.. -heehz- i'm happy for her. They're madly in love.

Enrichment Classroom had their open house yesterday. The response was awesome. That's what i feel. Room to do better but it still was awesome. I cant wait for classes which will most probably be after National Day. If u have a kid 18months and above and you're looking for something enriching, join us. We are located at Jurong West Sport Complex.

Missing

Not missing as in missing in action. But missing as in i miss you.

Missing my friends. Almost everyone of them. Fadiana, Nureeza, STS frens, Pei Feng, everyoneeee.. no one misses me.. dang.. suckie rightt..

tmr i have to work in the morning. More income.. weet weett.. and i get to meet my dear dear student. I'm riding tmr. i think so.. i wanna come home asap.. coz evening i'm going out with cuzzin, kakak... and stuffs..

This Saturday is the opening of my new boss's company. Enrichment Classroom 3rd edition. hahahahha.. and by edition means branch okay. hahahaha.. Preview. sooo excited!!! and i cant wait to start teaching again. I miss teaching. and i miss hugging my students.. can time pls fly. but dun let it start school.. plsssss

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deleted some posts. mostly all history ones.

change is inevitable

Big change you see in this layout. I have decided to put as little info about myself on the net. All bcoz i've learnt about many cases that destroy people thru too much info. So yeah.

Yes. i even took down my tagboard. Something that i would never live without. but yes. I wanna know that this blog is for my ranting.

OH yeah.. i also took down my links. I'm gonna put my fav sites instead. I hope no one is offended by it. Really. The links are hard to maintain coz i have to update oh-so-very-often.

I have soooo much i need to accomplish. Soo much i need to do. So much that requires me to do. And school is my barrier. Yes. This time round, i'm contemplating about school even before it starts. I dun know wads bothering me. Maybe the fact that some truth hurts but i'd rather not be a hypocrite. I'll most probably be alone most of the time in school. Not that it will be bad. Coz it'll be the fasting month when it starts. So i'll probably be at the library most of the time. Well, cept this time round i have my cool mp3 to accompany me. I have no idea wad i wanna do. Choices choices. I'm spoilt for it. I wanna go to NIE (yes the same ol ranting) but aint sure if they'll take me in. I wanna do engineering.. but why would i??

Me, i'm always matured at making decisions. (at least i think so). and sometimes, it's hard for me to explain to people wads on my mind. All bcoz i dun wanna people to know some things. Its hard. Realli hard.

I've found out my ex boyfriend has moved on. In fact he moved on pretty quick. Well, good for him. Nope. I am not upset over this. Trust me. Coz i've found out about this a long time ago. And i've pretty much moved on too.

I'm not longer "affliated" to Tumble Tots. Sad to say. I liked it there. But again.. change is inevitable. I'm with The Enrichment Classroom now. We have 2 locations and i'm working part time at both. At Yew Tee CC branch, i'm a phonics and grammar teacher. At the Jurong West Stadium (the one at Joo Koon), i'm a trainer and teacher. Still teaching phonics and grammar but we also have maths, toddler and junior programmes. Next Sat is our open House. Drop by if u happen to read this by any chance. Our programmes are from 18months to primary 2.

This year has been a pretty tough one. Overcome with alot of problems. There are changes to me socially and financially. I learn to share my wealth and also learn to be more respectful of myself. I will not be bullied.

yak yak yak

Feeling a little fragile. One minor incident with regards to my friends. Kinda hurt me. One tried to make it up. But i guess my big ego just wun let me. I try not to regret this decision but i think its really bothering me. Feeling upset and hurt.

Something else happened today. I think i will make my final decision. I think i've decided which side of the fence i will be standing on. and i hope i will not forget i have made this decision.

I need someone to talk to. Thank God i'm meeting Andri tomorrow. Somehow.. he made the right decision to meet me tomorrow. I'm soo gonna bitch to him about all this.

I took a module this short vacation semester at school. About crimes and risk on the internet. I really learn alot. tho` being the usual me, i get super paranoid. Such modules will really give u a wake up call about making ur password stronger. so scary wad the internet can do. Not realli wat the internet can do.. but how easy it makes crimes happen and the ease in getting away. But.. i'm going to SU the module.. if u dunno wad is tt.. it's like getting grades pass or fail lorr.. if i dun SU the module.. i will be getting grades like A, b, c.. bla bla bla.. which will affect my GPA..

i got A- for my IA.. soo happy.. and finally.. just today.. got my payy.. hard to get.... had to chase soo many people.. hahhahahah

Free at last.. and at a lost

Well, my 22 weeks of gruelling attachment is over.. hahahha actualli.. its not that bad la.. ahahhaha But nonetheless.. its over.. and since i work on Sat and Sun was my family day.. i onli enjoyed it today.. slept till like super uber late..

My whole day just simply went like this..
Woke up.
Brushed my teeth.
Put on my jogging stuff.
Put on my new mp3.
Wore my shoes.
Went jogging with Baby Ashraff.
Breakfast.
Came back. Showered.
Slept again.. Wahahahhahah
Lunch.
TV.
Laundry.
More TV.
More TV.
Dinner.
Now blogging. wahahhaha

Missing all my dear frens.. i smsed them.. to arrange for Saturday BBQ with them.. woohooo.. And u know.. my frens all... bought me lots of stuff.. in all.. i've got a new mp3(as mentioned earlier).. a camera!!!.. and a watch!!... woohoooo... power stuff.. i will upload the pics later when the baby stop bugging me.. sigh.. brb

Retail therapy

Last night, i went out with Mom, Baby, Eme to jurong point to buy some pants la.. i spent $200 just on one dayyy

omg... this month not good to spend and i still spend crazilyyyy.. Must be the stress levell... Dieee.. now how to manage for the rest of the month also i dunno.. Been going out for lunch during work these few weeks.. which means spending quite alot.. Mebbe this coming few weeks i better spend less. I have to save if i wanna go to holiday this june.. and i had to take out some money the past few days coz i didnt have enoughhh...

Today when visiting Nenek.. Last week i didnt go.. Coz i wanted to finish up my project.. I really dun know wads happening to my project anyways.. dun wanna tok about it.. sianzzz..

Specially for Kakak *Hugs*

Kak, this video is specially dedicated to you. The lyrics should be taken seriously. Lots of hugs from me. *hugs*

Lyrics from http://www.kovideo.net/

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why One step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]We live and we learn to take One step at a time
There's no need to rushIt's like learning to fly
Or falling in loveIt's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why One step at a time
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus]

Night with the girls

Reached home about 1.30am. I dunno but why do people like to talk about ghost wen we're out so late?? aishhh.. these girls tok about em lasst night.. scare the shit out of me.
We had Sushi at Shin Tokyo at Yew Tee Point which totally rocks.. Yew Tee Point is not built fully yet but the shops are open nonetheless and it is sooo hip!!!
Then we went to West Coast Mac to have cheesecake, chocolate ice blended.. Tell me.. HOw to lose weight like this.. alamakkkkk.. hahahahaha

Find the rest of the pictures in my facebook ya.

Confession

Gotta confess somethinggg....

me..
bad driver...
badd baddd....
:(

tell u story when i come back today.. going out now with Atiqah and Hazliana..

ciaozzz

p.s: nono i'm not driving laa

Pictures in no particular orderr...

& Chocolates i got from someone super uber cool

Notice baby's hairr!! hahahah.. cutenesss!!!

After chilli crab

After chilli crab 2

Me after lunch and waiting for class to start.. and hanging out with my lil ones

Eugene Botak and me at Durian feast!

Overdue-d updates

Let's see where i stopped the last time. and sum things up.

Hate game. Well, now i don't hate myself that much. Wahahhaha... i just hate the situation i'm in. My attachment thingy? yeahh... everyone is in doubt.. especially me. No one knows what is wanted or required or needed. Least most me. I don't know what's happening to my project. I just hope i can hang on for disappointments and most importantly, i wanna stop hoping. I wanna stop hoping i can pull a good grade from my attachment. Looks like i have to just get this over and concentrate on my Year 4 modules. Things are not so hopeful. Shant tok about my attachment nemore coz i remembered that i cant tell people about my attachment lest i break some confidential rule or sthing.

Has been around loads of nice people these few weeks. Andri has been great like always. He's been helping me with my project and my silly questions. Thanks Andri babe! You rock like hell!!! wooottttt.... Mr Lee Tek Heng has been rocking cool tooooo... I dunno if i can say so to be on the safe side i dun say.. All i will say issss.. he is soooo generoussss!!!! and all at the right timeee..!! hahahhhahahah.. Mr Anthony Chin has been nice toooooo.. He bought me chocolates yesterday which kinda finished today.. and NOOOO.. i did NOT consume all by myself okayyy... i shared it with everyone.. My Kakak.. she bought me chocolates today toooo.. 49 Cal Kit Katss... hahhahahah..

note: My new colleagues are Lee Tek Heng, Anthony Chin, Anthony Teo, Leong, Tan Ah Kim, Tan Poh Ling, Haoyu, Leslie, Lim Kah Sen, Ling Lay Eng, ermmm, Fu, Alvin, Tommy, Desmond, Eugene, Marcian... and many many many many many laaaaaa....
Also have those other IA students from NTU, NYP, and NP. Suria, Idris, Jan, Yi Wen, Hakim, Jia Li, Yuen Fei.. blablabla... manyyyyyyyyy

So excited.. Next Wed, Thurs and Fri, me and Azimah will be sleeping over at Kakak's new house. Sooooo gonna cable alll night!!! and soooo gonna havoc!!! hahahhahaha... But the bummer is that on Wed, Kakak and Azimah would get to hang out the whole day together while me have to go out to workkkk.. total uber bummersssss!!!

And and my new friends went out to eat duriannnnnn... sooo coool righttt.. hahahha at Jurong West.. i soooo smell durian in my dream that nighttt..

Just last week... me, Atiqah, Hazliana, and Aisyah(Atiqah's sister) went to Mr Teh Tarik at Jurong West for some Chilli Crabb.. i think it was Chilli crab la.. but i remembered clearly the non-chilli-ed chilli crab which we got.. expensive and sooooooo- sooooo oni.. Not recommended!

Also looking forward to next Wed, when me and my new friends are going out to eat satay and stufff.. to stuff Eugene as much Singaporean food as possible before he goes back home to visit his momma.. who is celebrating her birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE MOM!!!! wooottttttt.... khekehekhekhe Eugene mom!! u have a very loyal sonnnn!!!

I dun remember telling you where i work rightt.. yupss.. i didnttt.. hahaha goood... next time can say more worst things liao!!!

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